Things are so complicated right now! I really want to be with you, but I'm with someone who I don't love! It's really starting to become bothersome seeing you with HER cuddling up cozy by the fire. That should be me in your arms. Why did I let you go? What's wrong with me? The time apart wasn't going to be forever. You said, no...you promisd me you'd be back. I told you to go and do what you need to do and if things were meant to be, then they would. I didn't know that things were not going to be ME and YOU together. I didn't know that when you went away you'd come back with someone else. I didn't know that you could or would fall in love with someone else. I wish I were like
Superman and had the power to turn back time. Because if I could, then it would be me and you with our happily ever after. Instead, it's me looking from the outside in wishing and wanting to be with you. Hugging you felt like the right thing. It felt like old times. Like, WE were together again. Instead, it's her. Why do I have to feel like the other woman? Why do I have to step aside? Why do I have to bow down? Maybe if I just click my heels together three times...click, click, click! Nope! Nothing! She's still right next to you! I played the game of chess and you checked me. I'm sorry! I really messed up this time. Can we go back to when we were kids and play takesy, backsy? Give it to me straight. You don't love her. She's just a decoy, right? She's just the one you're with in the meantime. I know you really want me! Just say the word and I'm there. Come on now! I promise I'll say yes! I guess it's not gonna happen. Too much time has passed. I guess it's time for me to accept the inevitable. You love her now. I guess I'll have to wait until our next lifetime. Just know, I love you...
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