Addicted

I'm addicted
to the way he smells
on a cold winter's night

I'm addicted
to the way he smiles
when he talks about life

I'm addicted
To the cologne he leaves behind
in his pillow and T-shirt

I'm addicted
to holding him close
to my body all night

I'm addicted
to his soft gentle kisses
all down the middle of my back

I'm addicted
to the way his hands
fit perfectly around my waist

I'm addicted
to watching him shower and
seeing the water run down his caramel skin

I'm addicted
to licking him from the
bottom of his neck to his chin

I'm addicted
to feeling his body around my body
breathing in sync with me

I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm
Addicted

Thaahum's Ridin' Heavy!

Motivational hip hop artist shares tips for creating a buzz on LA based podcast

In a recent interview on Blog Talk Radio Show "Ride Heavy Radio", Thaahum explains how his music and "The Secret" go hand in hand. Deemed the “Hip Hop Secret," his music is 100% inspirational and comes from his soul. Thaahum says, "You attract what you truly desire, I’m able to cross borders and show the rest of the world what hip hop can do." If you are always seeing things in a negative light, then you will put negatives vibes into the universe and that is what you will get back. However, if you put positive vibes out to the universe, then you will get positive vibes back.

Thaahum has worked with Kevin Smith who is the creator of "Clerks" and Clerks II". He did a song that was used to promote the movie "Clerks II" (http://www.clerks2.com/mattt/clerks2vid.mov) . Also, Thaahum is working on some music for the upcoming Showtime series . Thaahum has been working on his craft since 1999 but became serious with it in 2001.He believes that if you really want something bad enough, you will do whatever it takes to make it become a reality.

Check out his December 24th 2009 interview with host Queen Diva on "Ride Heavy Radio". http://www.blogtalkradio.com/ride-heavy-radio

Ride Heavy Radio is a podcast representing independent artists, and hosted by Queen Diva, Priceless, and Mz. Fresh

To listen to Thaahum's Inspiration on Fire Mixtape, go to http://www.insparationonfire.com or you can check out his page: www.keneteph.com.

Thinking

You make me feel like a kid again
Thinking back on the times when
I used to see you pass by me in the halls
On your way to class, I'd get
choked up just trying to say
Hello.

I'd write you name over and over
again in my notebook. Making
your last name mine and putting
our first names enclosed in a
heart.

Back in the day, all you
had to do was smile at me
and my whole day was
wonderful. Nothing could take
away my feeling of floating on
air.

I would sometimes watch you take
a drink from the water fountain and
every once in a while, I'd see you wipe
that one drip that made it to your
chin.

Boy, you have no idea how everything
you did send chills up my spine. All
you did, made me feel all tingling
inside.

At night, I would close my eyes and
concentrate on making sure my dreams
were about you. With the two of us
slow dancing cheek to cheek in a warm
embrace.

Good music

Funny! I'm sitting here at my computer listening to the "Kings of Leon" cd. The song I just heard was "Revelry" and I absolutely love it. The words have such meaning to me. I wasn't even sure if I was going to like this album, but so far every song is a hit to me. Merry Christmas to me since this was a CD I purchased for myself as a gift! YAY!!! The simplicity of the lyrics and the real instruments being played in the background are a divine and refreshing take on today's music. All of the sythesizing is beginning to get played out. Whatever happened to love songs with meaning behind it? Whatever happened to bands playing live? I guess those types of things are whatever!!!

I'm not trying to put down the autotune or computer generated music, but what I am saying is that I enjoy listening to real instruments and real vocals. I don't mind waiting 2-3 years for the next album to drop while enjoying the current one. Especially if the entire album is good.

I guess those days have passed. Too bad because they were really good days. Thank you for the bands who still take their time to put out good music! Amen to you all!

Hard Times at Christmas

Hello Mama! I pray all is well with you! I know you want to kick my butt right now. I still haven't been back to see you in almost two years now. It's not that I don't want to, it's just that I'm not ready to see you. This is the time of year when everyone is happy and joyous and surrounded by family having dinner and catching up. I know that's what you want to do with me, but I'm just not ready yet.

Yes, I understand that Christmas Day is your birthday and in the past, it was tradition for all of us kids to brings the grandkids to your house for a grand celebration, but I just haven't been feeling that way lately.

It certainly isn't because I've stopped loving you or caring about you. It's just that I've been really trying to focus on what we talked about as far as my career is concerned. I'm really trying to do what I have to for my future. It's a long hard road, but it's keeping me focused and my mind occupied.

I know there's NO excuse for me not stopping by and saying hello every once in a while, but I do have a valid one. Well, at least I think it's valid. And, I really am trying to make time to work up the nerve to face the music. I'm not sure if you've even settled in your new surroundings. How are your new neighbors? They seemed like really nice people. At least that's what we were told.

I'm not sure if you knew this, but I sat outside on your lawn everyday for the first eight weeks just to make sure you were adjusting well. Once I saw that they had added your new address, I felt comfortable with not visiting as much. Then one day, I just couldn't bare going there anymore. I could tell that you would be alright.

I spent a lot of my days crying and asking why. Why did I have to lose my mother? Why wasn't there something I could have done to help save her? Why did it have to be something so rare and devasting that took you away? When will I become alright with visiting your new home? When will I finally accept that this is how things are?

All I want is one last hug that I can remember, one last time to hear your voice and one last time to smell your scent. So, I know that you can forgive me for not visiting you at the moment, but I do talk to you all the time. I feel your presence everyday. I see you in my daughter's eyes. I feel you always deep in my heart.

So, today on this eve of your birthday, I wanted to take some time out and tell you Happy Birthday, Mommy and I love you forever and always!